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I never really "got" the appeal of blooging until I started one up.

I'm Ash, I'm crazy, fun, mystic, artistic, I believe in the beautiful of things.

I'm a Lotus Mantra Buddhist. I have decade dismorphia ( born in the wrong era). I'm a photographer/Film maker/ Sound Editor/ Music composer as well as on a learning path.

I have my goals and I know where I need to go it's just the getting there. Anyway I'm from London in the UK and wish to discover more... Ask


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Just some random Steven Wilson Post…because he is awesome <3 
Unfortunately this whole culture we live in promotes this idea that if you’re somehow insignificant then you’re worthless. If you’re somehow not successful, if you’re not popular, if you’re not famous, if you’re not a celebrity, you are somehow worthless. And the only way to become famous if you are that piece of shit on someone’s shoe is to go into a school and blow 25 of your classmates away. Instant fame! That’s fucked up. That’s what’s wrong with the world right now.
-Steven Wilson (via pretentiouspedagogue)

My new screen saver. God, I love that smile ^_^

"The good thing about sadness is that it usually tends to end. You’ve gotta be sad to be able to really enjoy the moments of happiness. If you’re just happy all the time, you wouldn’t be able to appreciate the happiness"
~ Ville Valo
The suffering or the bad memories are as important as the good memories, and the good experiences. If you sort of, can imagine life as being 99% of the time quite linear, and most of the time you’re in a state of neither happiness nor sadness. And then that 1% of the time you experience moments of very crystallized happiness, or crystallized sadness, or loneliness or depression. And I believe all of those moments are very pertinent. It’s like I said to you, that for me it’s mostly those crystallized moments of melancholy which are more inspirational to me. And in a strange way they become quite beautiful in their own way. Music that is sad, melancholic, depressing, is in a kind of perverse way more uplifting. I find happy music extremely depressing, mostly - mostly quite depressing. It’s particularly this happy music that has no spirituality behind it - if it’s just sort of mindless party music, it’d be quite depressing. But largely speaking, I was the kind of person that responds more to melancholia, and it makes me feel good. And I think the reason for this is, I think if you respond strongly to that kind of art, it’s because in a way it makes you feel like you’re not alone. So when we hear a very sad song, it makes us realize that we do share this kind of common human experience, and we’re all kind of bonded in sadness and melancholia and depression.
-Steven Wilson (via croiea)
I know I’m fucked up in a lot of ways; can’t handle people, feel better on my own, feel fine in the middle of nowhere. I know it’s a mess. Sometimes I feel done with them altogether. I don’t want to know anything about them. I don’t want to know what they listen to, what they’re going through, nothing. I feel like I am from another planet and I am only visiting.
-Henry Rollins (via vital-dust)

“I gave myself permission to care, because there are a lot of people in this world who are afraid of caring, who are afraid of showing they care because it’s uncool. It’s uncool to have passion. It’s so much easier to lose when you’ve shown everyone how much you don’t care if you win or lose. It’s much harder to lose when you show that you care, but you’ll never win unless you also stand to lose. I’ve said it before. Don’t be afraid of your passion, give it free reign, and be honest and work hard and it will all turn out just fine.” ― Tom Hiddleston

Astronomical Clock. Old Times Square, Prague